No one likes change, we resist it if only on the basis of being comfortable with how things are, we become accustomed to things being in particular ways. We know the rules, we know how to work with them. Even if things are not in the best way, there is a certain amount of comfort…Read more Life Lesson #5: What I resist can never heal.
In the course of writing this blog to share experiences with you, I have been learning what is possible for me to sustain and what is not. I have posted once a week, every week for over six months now, and my life has both been enriched by the exercise and thrown dangerously off balance…Read more To my followers, readers, occasional visitors:
I am an empath, born to a narcissist (a rock) and an enabler (a hard place) a situation I’ve been desperate to escape for a long time. I grew up, eating, sleeping and breathing desperation. This desperation grew a hunger in my soul. I never counted, never mattered, had no inherent importance or worth. I…Read more Life Lesson #1: Desperation is ugly.
Why seek out what dwells in Your heart? The seas beguile You, A star guides You. I dance on the moon, I flirt with the stars. My lovers are legion; Caressing hands, Fast bindings. The crack of the whip Inflames my body, Lets my tears flow. I run with the wolves, I howl at the…Read more Seeking
There is an exquisite vulnerability shared between two souls together in Love, it persists beyond all logic, linking both together from one lifetime to another. It can be forgotten and also recovered, not just to it’s former strength, but made greater. This shared vulnerability makes the bonds stronger, gives a fieriness. I was reminded of…Read more Heart Bloom
I thought Darkness was my lot, Confusion, Pain, Isolation, Locked up, No key to be thrown away. I thought Silence, Deafening, Crushing, Was all I would know. I thought I was forgotten, Swept away, Forlorn, Abandoned. I thought Buried alive, Choked away from Life, from Love, was all I would know. In the forced stillness…Read more I Thought