I hear Your whispers in my soul Feel Your touch upon my skin Fires ignite. Swirls of light spiral inside me, I see them in You too. And am amazed. But there’s more. Your swirls, my swirls. OUR swirls. What does it mean? A Starry, Starry Night. Inside You, Inside me, Inside us. Like currents,…Read more Ignite
When I was 3 years old, I was abandoned. I am extremely uncomfortable discussing this with anyone and the impact it has had on my life is immeasurable. It is a near constant source of fear, and outright terror. It has filled my days and nights for more than 40 years. It has dictated how…Read more Healing Abandonment
No one likes change, we resist it if only on the basis of being comfortable with how things are, we become accustomed to things being in particular ways. We know the rules, we know how to work with them. Even if things are not in the best way, there is a certain amount of comfort…Read more Life Lesson #5: What I resist can never heal.
In the course of writing this blog to share experiences with you, I have been learning what is possible for me to sustain and what is not. I have posted once a week, every week for over six months now, and my life has both been enriched by the exercise and thrown dangerously off balance…Read more To my followers, readers, occasional visitors:
I am an empath, born to a narcissist (a rock) and an enabler (a hard place) a situation I’ve been desperate to escape for a long time. I grew up, eating, sleeping and breathing desperation. This desperation grew a hunger in my soul. I never counted, never mattered, had no inherent importance or worth. I…Read more Life Lesson #1: Desperation is ugly.
Why seek out what dwells in Your heart? The seas beguile You, A star guides You. I dance on the moon, I flirt with the stars. My lovers are legion; Caressing hands, Fast bindings. The crack of the whip Inflames my body, Lets my tears flow. I run with the wolves, I howl at the…Read more Seeking