I think I’m not worthy. And He touches me. I say I don’t deserve You. Why do you resist? He asks. Why do You care for me? I ask. And He chuckles. Then I get it.
A lifetime ago, I studied to become an archaeologist. I learned about walking in a grid with others, scanning the surface of a proposed excavation site, for possible artifacts. I learned about setting up areas for excavation, digging layer by layer, keeping records of what was found, drawing diagrams and so on. In the lab,…Read more Life Excavations
Changes in voice, changes in height. Changes in perspective. Changes in values. Changes in what we held to be true. Changes in daylight. Changes in the moon. Changes in what we eat. Changes in how we dress. Changes in professions. Changes in how we express ourselves. Some changes we mourn. Some we celebrate. Some we…Read more Changes
There are many things I don’t like to be. I don’t like to be sick. I don’t like to be achy. I don’t like to be tired. I don’t like to be without resources I think I need. I don’t like to be lonely. I don’t like to be threatened. Most especially, I don’t like…Read more Vulnerability
I need Daddy. I need to be loved. I need to love. I need to be heard. I need to hear. I need to know I matter. I need others to know they matter to me. I need to be held; I need to hold. I need to be treasured; I need to treasure. I…Read more What do I need?
Why seek out what dwells in Your heart? The seas beguile You, A star guides You. I dance on the moon, I flirt with the stars. My lovers are legion; Caressing hands, Fast bindings. The crack of the whip Inflames my body, Lets my tears flow. I run with the wolves, I howl at the…Read more Seeking